Sunday, October 19, 2003
Loong day today and we didn't even do anything. My womb feels heavier and heavier and all I think about is escaping my body and going somewhere else. All my female relatives who've been pregnant before look at me knowingly and say "Just wait til later! It gets worse!" I don't want to wait til later. I don't want it to get worse. I want to escape NOW. Uggggghhhh.